Compression, Implosion, Gravity, Time, and Love

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The Perfect Companion Reading(new 4/98): **Laymens
Intro to SACRED GEOMETRY: "SACRED:THE SHAPE OF WHAT ALLOWS
WAVES TO RE-CUR"**

**Please note a Whole new series of visuals on Physics and
PHI with preliminary equations for radically new physics of gravity
based on embedding at ../predictions**

PHI: The Divine Ratio EXCELLENT SIMPLE VISUAL DRAWINGS by David Yarrow

Star in a Jar- "Sonoluminescence"
Light from Sound: A Map to Implosion/Fusion & the Heart Fire?

Now, what do you suppose happens when
we take two frequencies, f1 = 1 unit, and f2 = a frequency that
is Phi times larger,

or f2 = 1.6180339, and modulate them-- nonlinearly mix them--
in an AM modulator? The two new frequencies are the sum,

which is 2.6180339-- hey, that's the same as Phi^2, and the difference,
which is .6180339-- hey, isn't that Phi to the -1th

power? Yup, it is. So we stumble upon the very interesting fact
that powers of Phi are automatically generated whenever we

"heterodyne" or modulate two frequencies that are related
by a ratio equalto Phi.

-Dan Winter

quote from Paige Derr:

"transcendental means a decimal number that cannot be
defined by a ratio of

two integers, it is not finite, not linear, like pi, no matter
how many decimal places you go, there are always more you can
never have an exact value for pi

same with phi

try it on mathematica

1/2 +- sqrt5 /2 (not -1/2)

you can carry the decimal places out forever

if you are interested look at

www.mathsoft.com/asolve/constant/gold/gold.html

and

www.vashi.net/mceinc/derivphi.htm"

Adding numbers recursively in pairs, 1,2,3,5,8,13.... , as each succeeding pair in ratio 1/2,2/3,3/5,5/8.8/13... Produces this perfect "SPIN PATH TO THE ZERO POINT"

which is **PERFECT DAMPING** which is this perfect approach
to the Golden Ratio... 1.618... (Note this is a side view of the
Grail Vortex-
Throat of the Light Cone- Flame Letter Strip) . This then becomes
a graph to how Perfect Heterodyning would implode producing the
wave ratio Phi as the ultimate and necessary 'centering force'
based on recursion embedding we later misunderstood as the concept
"Gravity".

adapted from ZOMETOOL-on Golden Ratio- http://www.zometool.com/deepzome/golden.html

**Le Corbusier Modulor**: see "Charles Edouard Jeanneret,
also known as Le Corbusier, develops two sequences of measurements
("blue" and "red" sequence) in his "Le
Modulor". He takes the - *assumed -average size of a human*,
and subdivides and expands it, closely based on the golden section
relationship."" from http://home.att.net/~vmueller/cred/cred.html#LCMod

The Corbusier Modulor has had a profound and useful impact on architecture. The fundamental insight being correct that biology as a wave must EMBED OR DIE. Sadly it is based on a less than rigorous approximation of what might be a sacred scaling factor in biology. We can apply this "HARMONIC CASCADE TO PREFECT PHI IMPLOSION" far more rigorously by taking Golden Ratio Cascade to the more fundamental Planck length - At Sacred'Merkabbah'Frequencies-Tuning Attention/Implosion Sounds- Anatakarana and the 'Phi-ish' Rainbow Bridge

**important note in Articles by Alex Kaivarainen
Series of papers, based on new Hierarchic Theory of Condensed
Matter**

**physics of gravity as GOLDEN MEAN recursion based, see:
DYNAMIC MODEL OF WAVE-PARTICLE DUALITY: Electromagnetism, Gravitation
and Golden Mean Roots at http://www.karelia.ru/~alexk/new_articles/index.html
**Exerpt from the above "This means that equalities
(3.25) can be considered as the Golden

Mean Roots or the Rules of Hidden Harmony - equality of hidden
and external velocities of de Broglie wave.

**The value of internal**-**hidden and external**, **measurable
group velocities **þ*v*gr in = *v*gr ext ¦

**in **(**3**.**29**) **is equal to**:

þ*v*gr in = *v*gr ext ¦ Ø *v*gr
S = *S *6 *c *= ð0.618Þ 1/2 6 *c *= 0.786
6 *c *3.30

**For internal and external phase velocities at conditions of
**Hidden Harmony

**we have**:þ*v *ph

in = *v *ph

ext ¦ Ø *v *ph

S = vgr S

S = *c
S *= 0.786 6 c

0.618 = 1.2718 6

velocities of wave B is equal to that of light velocity squared

S =

It is very fascinating and important fact that our intuitive perception of

beauty and harmony, reflected by Golden Mean, has so deep quantum

roots-Hidden Harmony.

It points that the similar roots are involved in principles of our

consciousness also." end quote ... I particularly like the implication that PHASE VELOCITIES RECUR IN GOLDEN RATIO.. (SUPERLUMINAL PENETRANCE??)

I would encourage researchers to learn more about PHI, and
to use it for

resonance based designs,

**Read here a bit about the relationship between PHI, Golden
Mean, and "Zero Point" Energy Technology: IN PRINCIPLE!**

**(everyone is so busy OWNING their non-linear device, they
forget they are ALL based on the SAME PRINCIPLE, which by forgetting
to explain and understand, they FORGET TO EMPOWER YOU.. to
do it for yourself INSIDE OUT!)**

THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN RESONANCE AND PHI, AS DETERMINED BY THE
FIBONACCI SERIES OF NUMERALS,

by Joel McClain, Inventor of the Magnetic Resonance Amplifier
( or MRA), Nonlinear Scalar Energy Device Technology. (Source:
KeeleyNet)

excerpt from letter by this author to Joel McClain: (later edited
3/99)

I much enjoyed, and was pleased to receive your fax. I am hopeful
that gentle sustained dialog will serve us all by helping us evolve
slight differences in language and symbol usage, into a functionally
clearer understanding of what it means to culture to "cohere
the vacuum". ... I actually believe it might serve physics
better when describing the energy/information available in the
vaccum or **ZERO POINT ENERGY as "cohering the pressure
continuum"**, vacuum implies an emptiness which is clearly
not the case. (**To massively cohere is to massively recur or
self-embed**... massive in the sense of container for inertia..
which only spin conserving recursion perfect by phi.. getting
phycycle.. accomplishes..)

When we say 3D metaphor cannot describe gravity, what we perhaps
mean is the **cubic (& hex, Flower of Life is all hex) 3
axis spin symmetries cannot create wave recursion**. **ONLY
once Fibonacci/Phi related harmonics are arranged in a symmetry
set, (waves re-pent/become distributable and are saved... just
like emotions magnetism) then the local vacuum fluctuations find
a "spin path to the zero point". This becomes more "fractally
attractive" ultimately traveling like worms embedded inside
worms.** The steering center (or "in-ten{t}") migrates
by the squirt gun thru light speed which phi implosion permits.
The implosion happens because the waves are squirted under more
and more recursion pressure (like the "grail" picture
on top here). The inertia eventually reaches the PLANK LENGTH
which is the shortest wavelength in nature (1.61x10-33cm... physics
number for the ULTIMATE unit of scale, being with exquisite irony
itself a number which is likely SIMPLY pure ratio:PHI!).. a kind
of uniersal solvent of the quantum foam. Here the inertia is pressurized
out the only way of entry and exit from this limit condition:
it moves out past the speed of light at velocity harmonics of
PHI. This superluminal (faster than light) wormhole is ONLY possible
in wave sets like DNA/ microtubules and GOLD filements WHICH ARE
ENTIRELY BASED ATOMICALLY AND MOLECULARLY ON PHI SPACING RATIOS.
The non-destructive recur-sive adding AND multiplying which PHI
permits, adds and multiplies the velocities of the adjacent waves
IN ADDITION to the wave lengths. This is biologies and physics
only door thru light speed and KEY and EXCLUSIVE WAY TO CREATE:

-sustainable implosion

-sustainable faster than light wave travel

-sustainable fusion energy (see grail)

-soul

-lucid dream

-gravity (waves attract toward center ONLY in this symmetry.. see log phi in balmer series of hydrogen, and in gold etc..)

-perfect branching/embedding/recursion/DNA/microtubule/grail etc..

The practical lesson for you the user of waves (see role of mind among waves) is that the phase locking front wave crest gets steered thru that worm with a head on its (PHI) shoulders. In effect, shamanically, and lucid dream wise your only way out of here, is by using the sling shot of increasing inertia available. From your HEART center of gravity, thru the Earth's center, thru the Sun's center etc. (See navigating the Heart of the Sun)..

This is what is described if imprecisely, by the term gravity
well. To attend is to be at ten ness, in a tent shape. See Can Intent Steer Waves?

...The issue for a wave really was, how could the wave's own inertia
re-enter itself without destroying or cancelling out itself. This
could be could, the angular relation necessary for self-reentry,
or self-reference, or self-awareness. The angle of rentry which
allowed this approach back into itself, is phi. Literally this
is the geometry of permission to be self aware for a wave.

Mathematically, we might ask ourselves:

What is the FORM of an equation which can RE-ENTER itself infinitely,
recursively?

(Adapted from Louis Kauffman's elegant: "Self-Reference &
Recursive Forms")

these are forms of the equation for the Golden Mean..

and in the sequence of Fibonacci like numerical approximations:

at the limit condition again become the Golden Mean..

as in the series:

1, 3/2, 5/3, 8/5, 13/8, ... which again in perfect damping become the Golden Mean

as the embodiment of the Fibonacci series itself:

1,1,2,3,5,8,13... at limit is Golden Mean

In summary, this is "THE MATHEMATICAL IMAGE OF THE CONDITION OF PURE

SELF REFERENCE"

to the wave mechanics which allow self-reference to become self-embeddedness,

optimized spin density, perfect compression, and ultimately the wave form of

perfect self awareness.

Wave mechanics essentially means that to understand waves IS to understand mass. Mass is the inertia we measure when waves cross and store spin like a gyroscope. The difficulty in understanding the field among waves, as a unified field, is to visualize and model how implosion is the link between gravity and magnetism. The key to understanding implosion, is to see that the GEOMETRY of implosion is everywhere the same. ( It was failure to geometrize infinite implosion which caused Einstien heartache in understanding Black Holes and their relationship to time distortion.)

The inertia which waves store by virtue of their development of pattern out of the laws of symmetry is what we variously label as mass and as information and as we shall suggest.. when the pattern is recursive, as self awareness.

Therefore any principle which enables waves to optimize spin density, is the key to mass density, information density, and awareness density.

The principle of spin and pattern compression, as fractal, is the key to implosion, and to radical new data compression architecture, the heart of every computer revolution.

It is the nature of waves when they meet in the universal compressible substrate (ether), to beat and interfere. The key to compression/implosion is how these waves can interfere infinitely with never any destructive loss of inertia, spin, and pattern. Otherwise spin and pressure density is not self organizing or sustainable.

To understand waves optimizing spin density, we need only to ask the simplest question of all waves beating: What is the geometry of all wave interference? All wave interference producing repeating additive heterodynes or beat nodes. As the heterodynes or beats of the wave interference repeats, the PRODUCT of wave interference is therefore literally, the addition AND the multiplication of the parent waves.

There is only one singular geometry which permits wavelengths to add and multiply, and still yet all fit one nest: (each adjacent wave node allows approaching wave fronts to interfere only in the ratio .618033989..., thus producing heterodyne interference which continues to fit the nest infinitely inward and outward).

As each sine wave comes to a meeting point, the resultant pressure
nodes radiate in nests which are both the arithmetic and geometric
multiples of the source. The mathmatics for this touch permissive
geometry for waves, is the infinite Golden Mean progression:

.618033989...

1.000

1.618033989...

2.618033989...

in which each number added to the next equals the following, and
each number MULTIPLIED by 1.618033989... equals the following.

This creates the familiar Parthenon/ & Sarcopohagus spiraling
squares:

Note However, That triangle ratios also conserve PHI relations

in the edges of spiraling triangles:

This is another view of the pent path, notice here a suggestion
that we may be getting to the geometric image of the heart of
what may in fact be the physics of pur intention:

(or we may eventually decide to ask, is intention a vector, does
it have the quality of directing spin, reference is made to the
Andromedanís and Alex Collier on intention in the role
of creation)

This spiralic way of aiming spin, in such a way that as a wavefront
bounces on the curve of this trajectory, the angle of the ìbounceî
is maintained infinitely on the spiral in or out, is called "equi-angular":

**This is a geometry which permits waves to bounce down into
a spiral vortex, infinitely maintaining the ratio between the
legs of each "bounce" and the angle theta of each reflection
off the curve. Think of light reflecting infinitely into the curve
of a nautilus shell, never once finding itself bouncing back on
itself in any way but with CONSTRUCTIVE interference.
Thinking in a kind of waves among jello, compression enabled destructive
intrference minimized,
this helps us to SEE that this geometry is "IDEALIZED TRANSLATION
OF VORTICITY".
Translation of vorticity means, the inertia in circular motion,
finds THE path to moving into a line, from motion in a circle.
Remember, the inertia stored by waves moving in a circle is our
only physical definition and way of measuring mass. Therefore,
what we are describing here is literally the only permissive path
to move from matter to energy and back. We will see why this is
then the only path from electromagnetism to gravity, because the
wind we feel into the vortex of this what we shall call permission
to implode, IS gravity. We will see this proven when we create
a scalar wave, in the geometry of PHI, the Golden Mean, which
creates the most perfect magnetic monopole, Einstein's key to
gravity.**

In 2D the curve would look like this, ìcoming and goingî as it were:

In 2D the pentagonal interference geometry would look like
this:

BUT IN 3D, the geometry of this perfect scalar wave, between
magntism and gravity looks like this:

The Golden Mean Ratio establishes the path mathematically,
among waveforms, of what is called "Perfect Damping".
This means that the ratio by which you would self cancel wave
inertia into literally "a still point", is established
by PHI the Golden Mean. Now let us consider, what damping into
a "still point" actually is. Visually, and as a wave
function, it is literally a "spin path to the zero point".
The reason "zero point energy" is thought to be infinite,
is because spin density is potentially virtually infinite as zero
frequency is approached. Spin density equals information density.
That is why fractal data is infinitely compressible. Because the
spin and information density is infinitely compressed at the zero
point, the energy required to move the inertia of that spin wave
pattern and information, also approaches ZERO! This means that
infinite information becomes "shareable" with zero work
or energy investment. This is why data compression (implosion)
is the key to every computer information revolution. And later
why this Phi recursion fractality in the EKG harmonics at the
moment of compassion, proves that love is the ultimate solution
to THE data compression issue.

Notice, in the above wave form which looks like a caddeuceus,
that the ratio of BOTH each adjacent wave length AND wave amplitude
is PHI (.618033989...). What is most important to realize, is
that when this wave ratio of PHI exists at the nodes between wave
fronts, not only does the wave length interference pattern become
infinitely constructive (as opposed to destructive interference),
BUT ALSO THE WAVE **VELOCITY** MODES ADD AND MULTIPLY WITH
INFINITE CONSTRUCTIVITY. THIS IS WHY THE HERE DEPICTED PENTAGONAL
SYMMETRIES, GEOMETRY OF ALL LIFE AND RECURSION, ARE THE ONLY PERMISSIBLE
DOORWAY THROUGH THE SPEED OF LIGHT BARRIER. AND THERFORE, THE
TIME BARRIER.

*oblique view, same spirals:
*

Notice, this is just a right angle view of the spirals we started
with, superposed on the 60 degree light cone which connect infinite
concentric Golden Mean stellated pentagonal dodecahedra:

Reviewing, we see that the geometry self reinforcing waveforms,
created by PHI is:

idealized translation of vorticity..

maximally self-referential

in philotaxis- a branching algorhythmn for maximum exposureminimum superposition,

based on PHI.

See below, that the twelve 60 degree toroid embedded light cones
in the symmetry of the

infinite stellation of dodeca to icosa to dodeca, create the perfect
fractal in 3D.

The x,y, and z coordinate or each vertex in this infinite nest
are each simply a continuous series of power functions of the
Golden Mean, as in fact each vertex is connected simply by arranging
10 Golden Mean spirals down the same conic vortex (as in top down
view of DNA as Deca.)

phased rotating views, exhibiting the symmetry:

above, top down view of DNA,

below, top down view of DNA,

below note hex view of dodec

hex view of dodec is entry for cube in dodec, by tilting 32 degrees,

the 3 spin symmetry cube is phase arrayed, 5 cubes in dodec, from
3D to 4!

Dimension then, becomes a name for the geometry which enables
spin symmetries to be superposed in a series of braiding operations.
Only PHI base recursion enables the superposing of spin beyond
3 dimensions, because only PHI harmonic series can be self reinforcing
or self referrent constructively pased three harmonics..

We suggest significance here in the continuous fractal from DNA
dodeca, to earth grid Dodeca, to zodiac 12 face dodeca..

(4D?)

Since PHI is the vertical increment of turn, PHI squared is the
horizontal increment of turn, and PHI cubed is the Radius of the
turn of the dodeca in the DNA wratchet, this means that the ratio
information of length area and volume can be conserved in a continuous
waveguide, between scales by perfect ratio. (Source: ìGeometric
Extension of Consciousnessî by Ann Tyng in Zodiac Magazine,
she reported her source to me in Coxeter, Toronto.)

Below, next unpacking of Dodeca life fractal, dodeca icosa earth
grid:

(ref ìAnti Gravity and the World Gridî Becker and
Hagens, and Buckminster Fuller of course)

note the perfect interdigitation of the dark blue dodeca, with
light blue icosa.

below, model of concentricity of 12 faced dodeca as zodiac, containing
dodeca earth grid, and dodeca DNA, as embedded fractal:

--

When the 3D cube is wratcheted into the dodec, we have 4D. Then
when that dodec is wratcheted down a helical ladder, which traces
DNA. we have 5D. Then that braid is braided, amd that braid is
braided. Each time when the ratio of the carrier wave, to its
longer embedding envelope, becomes PHI, then embedding becomes
perfect, and spin can wratchet by perfect heterodyne down the
ladder of life. (All life is pentagonal). The continuation of
this process of perfect braiding in DNA eventually enables wave
forms and memery information to arrive directly into DNA from
waveforms the size of planets and galaxies. This is not just spiritual
poetry, this is a physics which permits a clairvoyant to look
and feel down his/her own DNA like a periscopic organ of perception,
and see galactic wave envelopes.

from Fusion Magazine:

The GOLDEN MEAN IN THE VERY SMALL

THE GOLDEN MEAN dominates not only the macroscopic morphology
of living processes, but also the form of the single most important
microscopic biological structure, the DNA molecule. Below is a
computer simulation of a DNA molecule, end-on view, showing its
decagon shape. Here is one cycle of the DNA double helix, showing
its golden mean proportion (1 angstrom is one 10-billionth of
a meter). The ratio 34:21 is approximately the golden mean proportion
, (square root 5 +1)/2.

At my suggestion Glen Rein and Rollin McCraty at Heart Math Institute
studied and published the effect of coherence in EKG on DNA braiding.
(ISSEM)

I had measured the onset of ordering and coherence in the EKG
at the moment of compassion and love.

Note here, how the ratio in the harmonics in the power spectra
of the EKG, at the moment of compassion, fits the GOLDEN MEAN,
and ìsacredî geometric proportion.

This braiding in the heartís electrical embeddedness, we
feel as compassion, is the braiding algorhythmn for DNA. By controlling
the braid, active sites are switched on and off. This makes emotion,
the programming for DNA.

---

When ekg harmonics becomes MOST oordered/coherent at the perceived
moment of compassion or rush, the frequency distance between beats
usually becomes 2 or sqaure root of two, or phi or sqaure root
of phi.. here is it PHI, 1.62..

Voltage gradient waves energizing the heart from when times breaks
down, by Arthur T Winfree.. look like a nest of fractal concentric
donuts..

ìchaosî between beats is really the still point when
the infinite harmonics content of the contextual background, gravity
charge matrix, are

made available to the heart..

gravity giant lens quote p 116

phi cone permits focus in genrl

ex. constables weather capacitive comlumnating coneíweather
engineering on the high seas..

Einsteinís attitude toward the Scwartzzshield necessity
of black hole and resultant time bending was he wrote that time
warp

ìdoes not appear in nature for the reason that matter cannot
be concentrated arbitrarilyî... p 111

caaddeceus idealized by phi Golden Mean, perfect damping, best
bends gravity with magnetism per Robert Shannon, at Nec..

note 60 degree conic shape fits faces of infinite dodeca icosa
stellation..... a trace out of implosion permission..

oblique view also

the PRINCIPLE that the Golden Mean IS implosion.

another way to understand how the stability of the gravitational
field is nourished by the physics of implosion:

the phase relationship between the spin axis of a gyroscope free
to rotate of the x axis AND Y Axis,

then if it is precessed or nutated slowly on the Z axis, the much
higher frquency x and lower y axis spins,

can be pumped from the very slow z axis precess nutate spin..

*Thatís what I call ìBalling the
Jackî..*

this is one of the functions of major massive dolmen like giza
and cydonia pyramids, by placement at

tetrtahedral (subset of dodeca) latitude symmetry on thier planetís
rotation grid, they balance/tune spin rates to enable planetary
spin to embed and be phase locked with precessional spin.

*4 different view perspectives of the fifteen
perfectly symmetrical distributed*

*great cicle magnetic spins around a properly
fractal sphere or planet grid. Each tetra cube has 3 great circles,
when five of these are nested at 32 degree tilt (the door from
3d to 4d), this picture results.
*

This embedding of spins when phase perfectly recursive when it is PHI based just as DNA spin braiding, at this point Earthís gravity in maximally fed or stabilized by zodiacal spin. It is also important to understand that the paramagnetic quality of the stones in these major dolen pyramids etc., is their ability to bend magnetism like a lens. This enables the focus of magnetic flux density precisely around the symmetry lines which permit Earthís magnetic grid to be fractal and thus attractive. This was called ìplanet tamingî, making gravity stable enough to hold atmostphere. Maintenance of biology is tricky: too much gravity, biology is crushed, too little and no atmosphere. Navigating that tightrope requires the terraforming which uses dolmen to tune planets mechanical and magnetic coupled spins, to be embedded and fractal to contextual/zodiacal precessional spins, thus stabilizing gravity and atmosphere without crushing biology.

Phi Optimized Scalar has Gravity

Phisumum, as the pre Nazi time travel experiments..

deca/ 5-10 antennae symmetries at Montauk, Incunabula, Damen Hur and suspect at PHIladelphia time travel experiments..

schwartzshield radius will fall in even multiples of powers of phi times the planck length and or hydrogenís wavelength..

proposed to work on Maxwellís equations showing that magnetism waves geometry optimized of PHI implosion completes the unified fields linkage

of magnetism to gravity..

schauberger egg water implosion, callum coates new book.....

piezoelectric colloid mineral doped water vortex in proper implosion geometry generat4es electricicity direct from gravity..

schuaber and coates acknowlegde implosion as the mechanism of gravity, and while describing the Golden Mean as important,

do not quite get to the PRINCIPLE that the Golden Mean IS implosion.

Phi molecular based molecular optimizes laser optic phase conjugation non linear material matrix..

All significant access to superluminal scalar waves, tachyon, and access to doorways through the speed of light limit, through time barrier, and through event horizon will be PHI based harmonics..

Phi based and 60 degree dodeca 12 cone base capacitive charge cone optimizes capacitive effects on precipitation, cloud formation cf Trevor Constable Weather Engineering on the High Seas..

necessary architecture geometry for arranging data in a fractal for compurter compression

necessary architecture for arranging neural net nodes for fractl and self organizing/self aware..

the love that you withhold, is the pain that you carry..

per andromedan /alex collier

ubject: Seeking, Tue, 16 Feb 1999 15:59:11 -0600

From: "Weisberg, Andy" <aweisberg@trane.com>

To: 'Dan Winter'" <winter@primeline.com>

Dan -

I just re-read your article from '96, "The Physics of
PHI", and thank you

again for your work. I really can't tell you how exciting it is
to have a

language and form for that which I have only suspected and felt.

My story in the last Email that you were so kind as to put
up on a link from

your site was a weak but sincere attempt to put into words my
experience,

which I see as a psychological/emotional reflection of your eloquent
math

and geometry. The childhood revelation in my neighbor's bathroom,(which
is

only important because I had gone in to examine the contents of
their

medicine cabinet and mix a few things into the toilet bowl ---
ever the

consummate alchemist), was described in light of the "rush"
or "tingle" or

"chill" you mentioned in the referenced article I had
just read. At that

point I was excited to see the direct emotional/psychological
connection to

the intellectual/conceptual physics of implosion, and to find
a shared

experience in someone I had come to respect very much.

But in reviewing this article again I see it is more than just
someone else

feeling what I have felt and describing it in a unique way. The
linking of

the mathematical perfection of fractal embeddedness and planet
taming and

DNA and gravity and time and love IS what I felt in the now infamous
hand

gazing experiment.

The specifics were: I wasn't in the mood to look interested
while my parents

talked with our neighbors. I preferred to do some deductive reasoning
and

good old snooping around. I said I had to go to the bathroom.
After some

very scientific exploration of the viscosity and blending properties
of

various personal grooming substances in toilet water, I was moved
to just

sit and think. I remember starting to think about death, wondering
what

might be like. My 7 or 8-year-old mind was trying to wrap itself
around both

the reality of it and the experience of it. I thought hard about
mortality,

in terms of the ending of flesh and bone, and tried to understand
what else

might happen. Not having a clearly defined model or even a firm
opinion on

the whole soul/heaven/hell thing, I thought I would act it out.
(I just now

realized that my career as an actor and teacher for over 15 years
began

here, in my first attempt to ritualize death and reach understanding
through

self-created experience... putting myself in Death's shoes, as
it were...

the ultimate compassion... a pre-pubescent monkey boy breaching
the

Schwartzshield and naively embarking upon inter-dimensional bardo
travel...

accessing the Threshold experience through play... too much!)
I tried

falling down as if struck by a bullet, stabbed with a knife, poisoned,
and

just plain expiring. The variety of approaches didn't really help,
but the

experimentation was fun, and I got more and more into it. After
hitting the

floor several times and starting to wonder if I was making too
much noise, I

stopped and sat down, and ended up looking at my hand. I remember
thinking

about deterioration, age, withering, rotting, bone, and dust,
and as I

looked deeply into my palm I had a surge of emotions and imagery
around

gratitude; timelessness; infinite smallness and infinite largeness;
parents,

family, ancestors, and the blood of lineage; my own lifetime in
a cycle of

eons; and suddenly I had a flash of all of the above and more
in a tingling

of skin and a flood of tears and vision of a tunnel that went
through

everything. That's the best I can describe it. It was over quickly,
but I

was breathless. I tried to recreate it but couldn't. It was too
deep and

powerful to just jump back into.

It was several years, at least 10 or 12, before I would experience
something

like it again. On a beach in Florida, while looking long and hard
at a very

tiny shell that had worn half away, and after deeply embedding
myself into

its disappearing chambers I looked quickly out across the open
ocean to the

horizon. The abrupt jolt from infinitely small to unimaginably
immense shot

me into the experience I had with my hand. Again I tried to repeat
the

performance, but it was the last time I would feel that particular
version

of ecstasy.

It is this experience that has inspired me to write to you
again, as it was

directly linked to the Golden Mean. The spiraling, chambered Nautilus-like

shell gave way to the wave form ocean with all its depth and complexity
and

was without a doubt the catapult that launched my experience.
It could even

be argued that the Golden Mean ratios in my wrist/hand/finger
or the spiral

of my fist triggered the first experience. In any case, I am back
to the

math and geometry and physics of your article that has given me
a framework

to understand those experiences in another way, in another language,
and

with greater depth and meaning.

So I'm left with a desire to learn and develop the tools to
get there again.

Kundalini, Merkabah meditation, dream work, the Heartlink Monitor
I hope to

own soon, the pleasure of an ever-deepening intellectual understanding...

all help. But I want more. How do you breathe fractally? I try
to breathe in

and out with a 13 count, then an 8 count, then a 5 count, then
a 3 count,

then a 2 count, then a 1 count, and then I stop. The silence is
sometimes

wonderful. Sometimes. But that's because I can't figure out how
to take each

breath exactly .618 shorter. I want to experience PHI music. I
want to be

surrounded by PHI structures and consciously work in and through
them. I

want to know the mechanics of compassion and actualize them every
moment. I

want to know why the pent star is placed within the sept star
in the

Enochian symbol. I want to know the true history of my race, my
planet and

my universe. I'm hungry for this stuff.

Thanks for providing so much nourishment.

Andy

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dan comment:

Perhaps the hand is the most maximally enervated

biostructure outside the head, (homunculus) capable of being looked
at

self referentially,,

and being also itself recursive by phi in length

from elbow to wrist to knuckle to tip etc..

Where finger of god touches man is

sparks gap completion of phi cascade

touch path to in phi knit charge...

And the hand focus is the classic way to wake up

inside a lucid dream ..

what does this tell us about how to recur...